Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Its been a While

I am back. I am in Love.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

WHO AM I?

WHO AM I?
        I THOUGHT A LOT ABOUT HOW MUCH I HAVE CHANGE THE PAST FEW YEARS, IS IT FOR THE BETTER OR FOR THE WORSE? BEING A SELF ABSORBED PERSON THAT I AM; I THINK IT IS FOR THE BETTER. WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED IN SYDNEY, I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I AM NOT EASILY INFLUENCE BY ANYONE, BUT THAT CERTAINLY CHANGE. 
HOW ABOUT PRACTICAL WORK?
IT WAS FUN FOR THE FIRST FEW WEEKS, BUT AS TIME PAST BY, I FEEL REDUNDANT BECAUSE MY SUPERVISOR IS BUSY WITH HIS WORK. I DON’T BLAME HIM. THE OTHER REASON IS PROBABLY, OTHER PEOPLE ARE TOO BUSY TO ENTERTAIN EACH OTHER IN THE OFFICE. YEAH I FORGOT, IT’S NOT AN ENTERTAINMENT CENTER. 
WHO DO YOU MET IN MIRI? 
I MET A LOT OF NEW PEOPLE HERE IN SYDNEY.  SINCERELY, I LOVE 3 PEOPLE I MET HERE, AYUNI, IJOY AND FIZA. IT IS KIND OF WEIRD THAT WE CLICK STRAIGHT AWAY. WE WENT TO A LOT OF PLACES TOGETHER HERE IN MIRI; CLUBS, RESTAURANTS, GYM, MOVIE, KARAOKE AND ETC. IT IS REALLY SAD THAT AYU WILL LEAVE SOON; SHE IS REALLY A NICE GIRL AND FUN TO TALK TO AS WELL. IT IS WEIRD WHY PEOPLE JUDGE HER. HUMAN INCLUDING ME TENDS TO LOOK AT THE BAD SIDE OF OTHER PEOPLE. IT IS WEIRD THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE SO PIOUS, CLOSE TO GOD, TENDS TO HATE PEOPLE MORE COMPARE TO OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE LESS PIOUS OR NOT PIOUS AT ALL. WHAT AN IRONY. MOVING ON, IJOY IS A COOL GUY WHO IS OPEN TO WHATEVER CONVERSATION THAT I HAD WITH HIM, WELL NOT ALL  THE  TIME BECAUSE SOMETIME I CAN BE SO WEIRD EVEN THE MOST OPEN MINDED PERSON IN THE WORLD WILL MAKE FACES IF I TALK TO THEM. FIZA, ALTHOUGH SHE IS IN OTHER DEPARTMENT HERE IN PCSB, SHE ALWAYS HANG OUT AT OUR DEPARTMENT AND EVEN THE ENGINEERS HERE NOTICED HER. HEHEHE, I ALWAYS MAKE POKE FUN AT HER. I HOPE SHE IS NOT OFFENDED BY ANY OF MY JOKES. WOW, THESE THREE PEOPLE ARE AMAZING TO HANG OUT WITH.
I MET A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL, THEY ARE SPECIAL WITH THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND CHARACTERISTICS, SOME ARE CONSERVATIVE MINDED, SOME ARE OPEN MINDED, SOME ARE AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS, SOME ARE DOWN TO EARTH. I REMEMBER ONE CONVERSATION I HAD WITH A FRIEND, ITS FUNNY, WE ARE ALL TALKING ABOUT HAVING A BBQ THAT NIGHT, I MAKE A JOKE BY SAYING “IS THERE A STRIPPER COMING?” AND I HEARD AN ANNOYING VOICE SAYING “ISH, KAZAR…” IT’S WEIRD THAT HE EVEN KNOWS WHAT STRIPPER IS IN THE FIRST PLACE. ANNOYING...NOT THE PERSON SAYING IT, JUST THE VOICE I HEARD THAT DAY. 
WHAT’S THE MOST AMAZING THING YOU DID TODAY?
OK, THE MOST AMAZING THING THAT I DID TODAY WAS I HAD A HAIRCUT AT THIS SALON IN BOULEVARD DONE BY A PROFESSIONAL HAIR STYLIST. IT’S ONLY RM20 (ABOUT AUD7) FOR A HAIR CUT THERE. IT IS THE MOST DARING HAIR CUT I EVER HAD, WITH WEIRD STRIPES AT THE SIDES AND AT THE BACK. BUT MY MOHAWK IS STILL THERE. OH MY GOD, ITS BEEN DRIVING ME CRAZY THE WHOLE DAY BECAUSE I KEEP ON THINKING, WILL MY FRIENDS STILL HANG OUT WITH ME WITH THIS HAIRSTYLE I HAVE NOW, CAN I GET DISMISS BY JUST GETTING THIS WEIRD HAIRCUT, WILL IT ACCENTUATE MY LOOK OR RUIN IT, WILL THE HAIRCUT “WEAR” ME OR WILL I “WEAR” THE HAIRCUT. I CHOOSE THE LATER OBVIOUSLY. ON A SAD NOTE, KARAOKE-ING SESSION WITH FRIENDS WAS CANCEL.
WHAT IS YOUR BIG TO-DO LIST?
BOOK A FLIGHT TICKET: BTU->KL AND GC->SYD
CLEAR MY DEBTS
CONTACT THE 4TH YEAR STUDENT ADVISOR ABOUT MY THESIS PROJECT AND INTERNSHIP PROGRAM
ACCOMODATION IN SYDNEY
INTERNSHIP
RELATIONSHIP
ETC-SHIP
WHAT SORT OF BEHAVIOUR DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE?
I ALWAYS POKE FUN AT OTHER PEOPLE! SO I BETTER COOL IT DOWN A LITTLE BIT BEFORE PEOPLE STARTS TO HATE ME OR IT’S ALREADY STARTING. WHATEVER, I DON’T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE’S JUDGEMENT TOWARDS ME; I CHANGE MYSELF BECAUSE IT IS A RIGHT THING TO DO, NOT TO SATISFY PEOPLE. THAT IS MORE FULLFILLING FOR ME. THERE IS A LOT OF OTHER STUFF THAT I CAN TALK ABOUT, ARCHITECTURE (IJOY YAWN WHEN I START TO TALK ABOUT IT), POLITICS (ITS NOT BORING!), FOOD, WORK, ETC. 
THE SECOND THING THAT I NOTICE ABOUT MYSELF IS THAT I HAVE A BLABBER MOUTH! OMG! I JUST CAN’T STOP TALKING. COOL IT DOWN A LITTLE BIT KAZAR; PEOPLE HAVE WORK TO DO AS WELL.